Tuesday, December 8, 2009

New Layout, New life

I've changed my blog template, like, finally lol.
Been wanting to change it but couldn't find any nice and simple template. Doesn't mean I've found my favorite template now, cause I don't really love it, just thought the features and colors are kinda suit me so this template name "The wind cries Mary" has been chosen. Sad name huh?! hehe.

Oh is there anyone here please tell me how to install the chatbox into my blog again? It disappears after I set this new template and don't know why I cannot register a new one, it keeps failed. =.='' Please help me and you'll get a strawberry flavor lollipop as reward. HAHAHA!

Ok actually I was going to write a post on how miserably my life was this few days, you know, I can feel more and more weights on my shoulders. I feel stressed and unhappy for my life, disappointed on the results I got for marketing and maintenance & engineering papers, depressed on what my friends told me on how I've changed to become nowadays (bad one), sad on my mom not allow me to back to sandakan on cny (again!), and many little bits of thing bringing me down everyday. If there is a sea I think I might jump into it and left all the frets in this world, fml.

But when I flipped through my diaries today, I realize, I almost forget, my aim, my dream, and there are still many people who love me for who I am, y'know, its a blessing. After the emotional outburst phase, I think I should start to cherish every moments of my life from now on, life's how you look at it, life's short and I should live it to the fullest. Let me try first, maybe there will still have some complains from me in the future but I hope it'll be lesser.



Lets start with some happy little news like I finally have a new pencil case after 3 years.
The important thing is, its in RED.

<3

2 comments:

GaIxi said...

mean i cnt see u this year if u dont go back on cny =((((

Steph said...

='( yalo I begged my mom for many times already but she's so insisted to want me to stay here for cny, as they'll be coming to kl also. I think cannot see u already. *sad*