Friends for life

Last week was the most terrible weeks I had in working so far. You know when sometimes it seems that life is just throwing you one curved ball after another, and those never-ending bumpy roads, you never know when will be an end for all of these, and you started to doubt about yourself, whether you still be able to stand still in these unexpected changes around you.

I refused to share my problem with anyone, just I thought nobody will understand what was I experiencing. I went to bed earlier than usual just because I wanna flee myself from the cruel reality, but I ended up crying under the pillow instead of sleeping soundlessly. That was when I'm feeling very frustrated to myself for being so sheepish and coward.

There was time when I almost give up and thinking to return to the comfort zone where I will be protected, where I called it home. But I cannot be so selfish to pull it off, I have to consider the overall situation before taking the next step.

It was a stupid struggle between rational and emotion, life still goes on whether you like it or not!
Thinking has been clouded by worries and fears for this while, but thanks god it is all good now, yes yours truly is back, back to all well and dandy now.

Been shutting myself over the week, in a grey and gloomy way, but I'm glad I talked to my mom and best friends for the past two days. Whenever I feel my life is empty, I thank God for my special family and friends, just like a cool breeze on a sweltering day, like a ray of sunshine parting glowering clouds, I know you've got my back.

Now I realize that I don't actually need them to totally understand the troubles I am facing now, all I need to know is I have a bunch of good friends who always there and listen patiently for me, even just a simple greeting  from you/ a lame conversation with you will help injecting positive energy into my soul. Thank you Mei Yee, Yi Vun, Grace and Chui Wui, you all never know how much you all  meant to me.  I love you girls <3 BFF!