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I'm going to miss u, Nadia!

First day of school after having almost a month break, feel awkward to sit inside the lecture hall cause I'm not ready to study yet, my body, my mind, my soul are still in a relaxing mode, awkward to see buddies after so long of not meeting each other, awkward to see juniors wearing lanyard walking by (we normally don't wear it at school, will get it off from our neck right after the morning checking by security guards in the college main gate), those new faces, anyway I'm just not ready yet, too enjoyed and over laxation, how am I going to keep myself up with the others, cause everyone seems a lot more preparative for school than I, die hard lah this time...!

Its very cruelty that two of my classmates fail to proceed to year two, due to failed too many subjects on year one, so they're going to repeat the same subjects with the juniors , resit the paper within this year, and spend one extra whole year on repeating the same subjects that you've learned before. But Nadia is not going to stay, she's gonna transfer to other college, change course cause she said hotel management is too difficult for her, too many things to learn and she couldn't catch it.
I had my farewell dinner with her just now as she'll be leaving tomorrow morning, she's still so many to talk to and being annoying as usual because she craps a lot, however, I think I'm really gonna miss her voice from now on, haha!

This semester fee is around Rm1600, another thousand, it might be a small amount for some rich people but it was big for me, so its a must to strive hard for not wasting parents' hard earned money, hopefully to graduate according to the schedule, pray hard!!

I am now facing a trouble which related to my future and it keeps distraught-ing me every night before I fall asleep, what should I do after my diploma? Work or proceed to advance diploma? But some seniority suggest us to take a degree rather than advance diploma because degree is better but no one explains to me WHY?! And my lecturer told us is better to work for one or two year first to gain some reality experience from a hotel before proceeded to study because it is easier for experiential students to catch what are those theories about in a book, and your attitude will definitely change to be a better and a more discipline one after you get some exercitations from the real working atmosphere in a hotel, some more these cannot be found in a book, oh ya plus you can earn some money for yourself.
Nah now you can see how nerve-racking is this, maybe its too early to consider all this questions but I just have to decide it earlier so that I can plan everything earlier mahhh!
I need more suggestions from the others, so please........ any idea?!!

*thanks for the kindness first*
LOL!