Disappointment

Result released today.... I think I've overrated myself, better don't hope for anything too much cause you'll never get what you wish for. Anyway, I am quite confident for few papers, but they come out with much lower than what've I expected. Maybe I didn't put enough effort, so I deserve to have this poor, very very poor result. Feel like wanna smack my head on the wall hard hard as the punishment of being lazy and study last minute on the 1st semester. Shit!!

This is my result anyhow,
1A 5B, which is deteriorating each sem, and the worst result ever in my college life.

I disappoint my parents, I fail to set myself as a good example for my sisters. My determination to continue is getting weaker and weaker how?! I feel guilty cause I'm still gonna pay the course fees tomorrow and extra guilty cause I'm going to Pangkor Island next week.

However I just hope it won't come out with a suck CGPA, otherwise all my hard work last year may all wasted, like the chinese saying goes, "all thrown into the sea".

ARRRRrrrrRRrrggggGGGgggg!!!!!!!