Dear friend,

This is the first time I'm not sitting with you guys in the class although we have been sitting together since year one. I purposely did this to prevent the closer we stay to each other, the more discomfort we are. Of not sitting besides you guys is kinda awkward for me.

We've been maintaining the friendship so well before, everybody sees us as the five people cause we always in the same assignment group, and always going out together.

Slowly in the end of 2008, we became the remaining four only due to some reasons. We've had lots of great times together and once I thought we'll be best friends forever; but fate is always changing and turning, nothing is forever. I should be grateful enough of having you guys in my life, of meeting you (not pointing to one person only).

I've never ever thought of our friendship might fade as time passed by, and I really don't know why would this happened, all are so sudden I don't even scent them until problems are getting serious.

I tried to retrieve, tried to fit in, tried to seek for the main problem to solve but I fail terribly.
Then I tried pretend nothing has changed, we're still as good as before, but fail, too.

I've tried to forgive and forget, and had already thick face enough, but apathy, negligence, and not being invited are always hurt.

I looked at you, its so familiar but yet so faraway.

I start to miss the good old times we were having before, not sure whether you still remember them or not.

To look on the bright side, there will always be someone around the corner waiting to be met and be made new friends, and i always look forward to that friendship.

I don't know will this post make our friendship gets even worse or will it helps to fix everything up, but please don't get offended ok, I just feel like wanna type this out to relieve and share what is in my mind.

Thank you for making my one whole college year with full of joys, if there's a chance, I still wanna be your best friend. =)


*Fate makes us to be in the same group for assignment again (we're separating at first but in the end we have to be in the same group also), hopefully there will be some new and better transition on us, pray hard.*