I want relief

Haih.... This is the sigh of relieved, n also the sigh of vexation. First, i've finished the sem-2 final, but between, i'm facing some troubles....

I nearly screw my last paper today, i worked really hard for it, some more i sacrificed my sleeping time, i just got two hours rest... but what i've got? I'm totally blank when the time i got the paper.... I wrong aiming the topics n i didn't emphasize what is important told by lecturer. Omg.... i feel extremely bad now ok!!!

And bad thing continues after that, Billion said she's considering to move out from our hostel, maybe on this coming May... You know, one by one leaving us, did u all consider about how's our feel before make the decision? One of the housemate just moved out few days ago, but still until today, i keep on gazing the door of her previous room, we're so friend before, we're 7! Now left 6, sooner, 2 more will be moving out, then 1 maybe will move, see? what left?! I'm so scare of the sem-3 college reopen, because i know once i back to Kampar from hometown, it will be a very, very quiet environment in our hostel, no more laughs, no more crazy along, no more craps, no more squeezing in a small room together. sigh..... i feel so complicated n confusing.....

Anyhow, I'll be going back to homeland on Monday, 2 more days to go, i want to get so much relax, spend time with family n friends, i want relief!!!!