I am so upset

Mom had a Digi roadshow today at mile 4, outside Tai Chung supermarket. And due to i'm not really good at promoting those Digi packs, i was given a task, n that is, stay at the shop, to take good care of it as well as to look after the little sis. While in the afternoon, mom was so lazy to drive to mile 4 for the roadshow, she requested if i can drive her there, but, i was so lazy n tired after staying at the shop for so long, i rejected. And so, she has to go by herself.
Never ever thought it was a rainy day today, kinda heavy rain n mom forgotten to bring her spec to drive back home from mile4 at about 8pm just now. By the time, both sisters are with her, dad was with customers at Lahad Datu and me, watching korean shows at home....

And out of a sudden,
I heard people yelling my name outside the house, n it was my auntie next door, n she brings me a real bad news,

she received my sis's call n was told that my mom accidentally crashed on a woman nearby BDC area there, the new highway. It was raining cats n dogs at the moment, the new highway have no any lights build on the street yet, mom had forgotten to bring along her spec and so, she was driving in a very blur condition, the suddenly a woman bumped into the road, mom kept hon her but she just walk slowly like the road's belongs to her, she never ever try to walk a little bit faster, the roads are too slip n bang, the woman fell on the floor . My mom was in a shocked, she cannot even make any decision by the time, so she quickly went home n called ambulance to save the victim, too.

Luckily uncle's at home, he brings mom to the police station to make a report, the police advice mom not to visit the victim as she is from Philippines, according to the policeman, the victim's family may be slap or even kick my mom.
Now, it's 1.30am, mom is still awake, she can't fall asleep because she doesn't know how hurt is the woman, does it serious or what..... My mom n sis are both hands trembling when they came back home n they cried of too scare,

And
I feel so guilty...
If i'm not lazy, if i'm willing to fetch my mom to the promotion, if i'm so attentive, to put her spec inside her bag,
maybe, this tragic accident will not occurs,
mom may not be so worried,
sisters won't be so scared..... right?!
The only thing left i can do now is,
pray hard for the Philippines woman, may God bless her from not hurting much, may everythings fine after all.