I cannot feel any a bit of the CNY atmosphere here in Kampar. Albeit there's some tanglung hanging on the streets... but just like still have something missed out, don't know what is that!? I've been thinking of this question for few days... lol!
Had a long long talk with my mom n sis today! Ok! i think i figured out what is the thing that has been missed out, it is my family! lol! They told me they're now in the process of cleaning the house, n prepare to hang some red "pineapple" tanglung under the roof! Oh my~ first time i did not join the preparation for CNY with the family. I wonder how would it be for them of this new year without me, i think they must be miss me a lots lo... haha!
Urgh... cannot go back to my homeland because i still have two more papers to go at 4th & 6th Feb! So, i'll spend my CNY at Grik this year! It is somewhere locates in Perak too, like at the top of Perak n under Thailand (i think), my geography wasn't that good at all! pai seh!
This place is actually my so-called second home, it is my mom's hometown! She has never been celebrate CNY at her own "home" since she married with my dad! Although i did come back here for few times during my cousin's wedding n holidays, i never celebrate CNY this big day here lo! So, it was just so weird n strange for me! I'm so nervous! I'm not so close with all the relatives here, i'm so worry n scare, what should i talk to them? which room should i sleep n who do i have to sleep with? should i buy any souvenirs before go there? what can i do there?
Many questions mark appeared in my mind! It disturbs me for many nights already! My goodness! Who can solve these for me?! haih.. all i wish is my dad will win a lottery tomorrow, n he buy tickets for my whole family members to come here n accompany me! lol! It's so ridiculous what!? aiya.... wish mah! ><
K lah, just be relax n enjoy, everything will be fine n i'll have so much fun on this special CNY! *as what my mom said when she's comforting me* :(
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